Humm what can I tell..
it's hard being a girlfriend of a warrior.
yes my botyriend Shai is in the engineering unit in the IDF and I see him once in two weeks, for the short weekend: friday & saturday only.
I miss him so much, even though I'm in the army too, but I come back home every day. =\ I do my service in Tel Aviv and it's very close to my city so I get home every day.
His base is located near Eilat. that's about 6 hours driving to Tel Aviv. =\ sucks.

anyway..we're already 3 monthes together and we're doing good. he finds time to care about me and ask me how my day was.. I really appreciate that cuz I know what he's going through everyday in the army, physical and mental difficulty, and we talk about 30 minutes a day, some days we don't get to speak at all and it kills me even more. I know he loves me yet it's hard to accept the fact that i don't and i can't see him a lot.

any way, tomorrow he IS home, and the time till the weekend is going slower every damn time. I just wanna be with him and feel him and kiss him again. I miss him like 5 minutes after he gets on the train back to the army cuz I know i'm not gonna see him for the next 12 days.

I hope someday soon I'll get stronger and learn to understand that this is what i have to live with... i chose it after all. I can't go out with someone who didn't go to a combar unit in the army just cuz he thinks it's pointless and he's a fat lazy guy
it is NOT pointless. you people probably know what threat Israel has every single day.... every day is a little war here.
and of course under no circumstances and there is no way I can bear going out with someone who didn't do army service at all!
so my Shai is the perfect guy for me and this is the situation and that's all.

anyway thnks anyone who read this, you're officially bored
good night^^